Somi Thoughts
Thought 039: Red Straps
Hi Somi,

While traveling through a dream, I saw someone who I knew from the external world. I recognized her face but she looked different here. In real life she dresses conservatively with wide clothes. Here she was dressed in what I can best describe as 'goth motel prostitute' clothing. A tight black short skirt with a ripped black tights underneath. Red straps from her bra were visible with one of them fallen over her shoulder. It looked like she was forced to wear the clothes of someone smaller. So messy. I walked up to her and asked her what happened. She talked about how she had DID and her original self tried to kill herself so she took over. She seemed so happy and comfortable with it all. She was genuinely smiling. The real her is not the optimistic type and would not exude this positive sunny rainbow kind of energy. I asked what the long-term plan was, as the moment the original takes over, she will end the both of you. She said, again very happily, that it's fine as now she has two years to live till that happens. I couldn't find a response. This is not the person I know. I went back to the main story of my dream. I have long forgotten the rest of the dream but the memory of this short excursion remains. I wonder how she will experience her two remaining years.